I just want to sing and act and play the drums. I have been playing drums all my life, I’ve been playing various instruments all my life, so I do consider myself a musician.
It still hasn’t even sunk in that Cory died. It’s like, I know he’s dead and everyone’s sending their condolences and mourning and talking about him, and I get that. But there’s a part of me that cannot seem to process the fact that he’s actually dead. Not living anymore; not breathing, not smiling, nothing. I can’t process this. I feel like he’s out there, being a normal human with Lea and everyone else. But he’s dead, and it doesn’t feel like it. Rest in peace to one of my idols, someone I really and truly looked up to, a great actor, singer, drummer, entertainer, human. Have fun up in Heaven, you big doofy sweetheart.
in memory